Before new year of 2011........

Suddenly felt that wanna come back to this abandon land and have some update on it...... XD

This year 2010, I got much feeling about that....... It's really a special year for me..... It maybe witness about my growth and much sadness I faced at this year......

At this year, really a lot of things happen at the same time..... These already forced me to learn about the new definition of my life..... These experience can be miserable, can be joyful and can be a fun things..... hehe.....

Btw, still enjoying the loneliness for the last 1 hour 14 min in this year...... Who wanna date me out? XD

At the end of this update, I wish all of my friends have a happy new year........ Don't look at the behind, but look forward........ hohoho......

Merry Chirstmas!!!! ^.^

One more time, Christmas is come again .... It shows that the end of a year will coming soon......
Everyone at here got did a pretty good job at this year? For me, I don't think so...... Too much things I can't really get done and many of my wishlist not yet done.....

But, I think better look forward for the future and try to do much more better than before..... That's all what I can do.....

By the way, merry christmas to all of you..... Here is a very nice sound track to share with you guys, hope you will like it, because it's my all time favourite sound track and the melody of it is really beautiful......

Ryuichi Sakamoto - Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence... ^_^

Getting frustrated.......

Sometimes, I felt that I'm the most useless people at this world.... Why? Just because I can't really adopt to the rapid change real world..... Don't ask me why, because everyone who like me will got this kind of feeling..... Which is useless people just like me....

I'm really getting frustrated for many things, aiks....... I think not so much people can understand about my feeling..... Just I think.......

Idling at home.......

1 more time idling at home........ It really makes me think wild and quite miserable..... :P

But, this time I use my time to watch a meaningful movie once again, the " 3 idiots "........

This movie is talking about the living life at college and all about the college life. By the way, it also brought a lot of issues about the current education system and highlighted it.... We were always tailed by those silly rules and always dragged by those positioning rules.... We should enjoy our study life and enjoy new knowledge but not let them controlling us......

After all, it's time to end my words and start prepare my tomorrow test already before it's too late..... XD

bye bye all...... rf

Another meaningless update here..... XD

Suddenly felt that wanna update my blog with some words that I'm thinking right now.....

Maybe just like what people said, Aqua always will think too much and sometimes will leads to emo mood.... I didn't deny that I'm always think too much and leads myself become emo......

Just now after chat with a buddy via phone, I felt that really relax and finally can falling asleep already..... Thanks, buddy....... Sometimes loves story really can't wrote in 1 day, it really need a lot of effort and what's wherever to complete it......

After all, I should not think too much by now....... Really have a lot of pending job waiting me to do and a lot of mid-term test is awaiting me to complete it...... It's time to face the challenge ahead.....

By the way, "be water, my friends......." - Quote from my buddy, weapon........ cheers...... XD

update.... update and update.......

now my mood already just like these songs.......







But, i think, sooner or later will become back to this song...... very soon......... :)